I mainly just wanted to get my old journal out of the way.

Anyone got anything interesting to say?
A fun meme?
A hug?

...please?

Another meme xD

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 4 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Voxtrot - Mothers, Sisters, Daughters And Wives
I have NO idea what this song is about, but it's awesome.
"I know that when it's over we'll be holding one another/We only ever wanted to feel real"

Will you get far in life?
Darren Hayes - In Your Eyes
It's about true love, which is like the theme of all Darren Hayes songs.
Anyway, it's about returning to your True Love™ every time.
That's not getting far in love at all, right?

How do your friends see you?
Voxtrot - Soft And Warm
xDDD
("If I could catch you/I would hold you for a day")

Will you get married?
Chocolat soundtrack - Other Possibilities

Well, maybe not married, but a registered partnership or something xD

What’s your best friend’s theme song?
Just Jack - Ain't Too Sad
:')
"I ain't too sad you're gone"
That is not true at all >
It's about his girlfriend who left him, but he doesn't mind too much because now he can focus on other things. I don't think that low of my friends at all.

What is the story of your life?
Chocolat soundtrack - Vianne Sets Up Shop
...huh.

What was/is High School like?
The Gossip - Red Hott
I can't find the lyrics for this song But it sounds kinda angry.

How can you get ahead in life?
Darren Hayes - Falling At Your Feet
xD
Again, it's about love. Is this meme trying to tell me something?

What is the best thing about your friends?!
Muse - Falling Down
All righty then. It sounds pretty peaceful for a Muse song, lets find the lyrics...
...okay, this makes no sense. It's someone who sings about how people haven't helped him and he made it through on his own.
That's not like my friends at all! (well, maybe some of them... but it's obviously not the best thing about them)

What’s in store for this weekend?
Darren Hayes - Lift Me Up
"Lift me up/Like an angel/When I hit my low"
So, I'm depressed, and then Saus comes to my house to lift me up?

To describe your grandparents?
Beyonce ft. Shakira - Beautiful Liar
xDDDD
Well, my mother's father IS a tremendous jerk.

How’s your life going?
Hedwig and the Angry Inch soundtrack - Angry Inch
"My sex change operation got botched/My guardian angel fell asleep on the watch/Now all I've got is a Barbiedoll crotch"
xDDDDDDDDD
Oh my GOD xD

What song will they play at your funeral?
Death Cab for Cutie - A Lack Of Color
This one's very pretty and calm
"And on your machine/I slur a plea for you to come home/But I know it's too late/I should have given you a reason to stay"

How does the world see you?
Death Cab for Cutie - The Sound Of Settling
"And I'll sit in wonder/Of every love that could've been/If I'd only thought of/Something charming to say"
Very me, actually. The world thinks I'm shy

Do you have a happy life?
Darren Hayes - The Heart Wants What It Wants
Uhh... all righty? Someone who is rejected by someone else and refuses to acknowledge that?
It's a pretty upbeat song though

What do your friends really think of you?
Tokyo Police Club - Nature Of The Experiment
xDDD
This song is SO random, I can't figure out what's it about. I'm random as well. Hey!

Do people secretly lust for you?
Boston - Carry On My Wayward Son
...okay? It's a song from Supernatural, and Supernatural is überlustworthy...

How can I make myself happy?
Rufus Wainwright - Barcelona
TRAVELLING WHOOHOO! All right, now with lyrics. Knowing Rufus this song is probably not about Barcelona at all.
"Make sure I have all my papers/laying out my summer clothes/Search for traps in vain like scratching/so my suitcase I can close"
Well, it IS about travelling... about escaping your life to find a better place.

What should you do with your life?
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Poison Whiskey
"Don't drink poison whiskey"
:')

Will you ever have children?
Bloc Party - Pioneers
Well all right...
"We will not be the last."
Well that's clear.

Oh, and I tag... everyone who wants to this.
And Mahalchen.

Stole this from ~tamar-shaki

Below is a list from 1 to 10. From the first 10 people who respond to my journal, I choose my three favorite deviations.

01. ~Aislin-Sedai
ik zwijg voortaan in stilte .x. Chi II .x. Droomwens

02. ~krijt

Don't Stick To Your Loved Ones .x. Paint of words and imagery .x. Fleeing

03. ~Schilpaardje

Coming .x. Peacefully... winter .x. Colored Sky

04. ~tamar-shaki

Chobits: Chi .x. Shakira Beauty .x. Hinoiri a.k.a. Sunset

05. ~MajesticRhapsody

Playful Creatures .x. Venomous Love .x. Waterfall

06. ~Chibi-Mahal

Chi... inked .x. Portrait I .x. + angel +
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Not much to update on.. don't have much to say.

Love y'all <3

Rules:
"The first player start with 6 habits or unusual things about himself, people that he chooses MUST also write on their journals 6 habits or things about themselves. At the end, you must choose six people to be Tagged. Don't forget to put "You are tagged" on their DA with a link to your journal"

I already did this on my LiveJournal, so I'm gonna steal some habits from there.

01.
I might appear pretty confident on teh internets, especially since I post many pictures of myself and all, but the truth is that I can't imagine other people thinking I'm pretty. I have low self-esteem, and am now at the point where I can look in the mirror and say to myself: "I don't think of myself as butt-ugly anymore, and I look okay today" but I can't think of myself as 'pretty' or 'hot' or something.

02.
I pretty much only drink water, tea and milk with cocoa powder. Moreover, I hate getting drunk. I like alcohol, I like the way it tastes, I like drinking, but I hate getting tipsy or drunk. I just don't like the way it feels. Moreover, I think drinking when you're on your own is a bit sad. (I only drink at parties with friends)

03.
My vegetarianism is more of a habit than an ethics code, really.
I started with it in my 'am gonna change teh wuuuuuuurld!' phase and never really stopped.

04.
I have a completely irrational but extremely intense fear of needles. Seriously. A while ago a friend of mine started telling me a story about how she had to have some blood examined and how they did that with the needles and I almost blacked out. I have to run away when another one of my friends starts 'playing' with needles, sticking it through the skin of her thumb. If you come to me with a needle, I swear, I will scream in your face.

05.
I get way too easily and quickly obsessed with something.
With music it's usually for a short time, eg. last year I discovered Maria Mena a while before 'Just Hold Me' and for a whole week I only listened to Maria Mena. Now I occasionally listen to it. I had the same a while ago with Mika ^^
You're probably familiar with my extreme obsession with certain fandoms as well ^^.
(*coughIhavethesamethingwithcertainpeoplet oocough*)

06.
I used to have... certain fantasies (and sometimes I still do).
When I was in fifth and sixth grade (groep 6 en 7 ) I sometimes fantasized so much about getting a Hogwarts letter that I sometimes actually believed there was something special 'out there' , waiting for me. Of course, I didn't get it. In the first class of highschool I got into Sailor Moon and wanted to meet a black cat with a moon on her forehead.

Sometimes I still believe there's something special out there for me, but I like to think of it as a more realistic goal.
(not that I sometimes don't indulge in fantasies of me starring in a movie or writing a book ^^)

I believe most of my friends have been tagged already. Anybody who wants to do this can
Hmm... I DO want Mahal to do this >

...which is my life.
Just emokidding, I'm pretty happy with my life. Just not with my body. Damn, I need a jawoperation again. Inflammations suck.

AAAAAAnyway, just felt like updating this journaly thing here again.
I haven't drawn anything 'big' in a long time, just random doodles and fashion designs (which is my new drawing!passion), I'm mostly writing poetry.
Which I love <3

I'm having a short holiday, just a week, but no rest for the wicked. Instead I've got a wicked amount of homework and an operation to look forward to, yay!

__

I'm feeling meme-ish and musicshare-ish.

I have 491 songs on iTunes. Comment with up to four numbers and I will upload all those songs and post them in a separate entry for my flist to snag.
(I will link to an LJ entry or something)